This
started with my contradictory fascination with photographs of the human form and
my dissatisfaction with the cold, clinical images that I saw and that I made.
I wanted photographs that reminded me of the image in my mind's eye rather than
being about parts or agendas or stories. It seemed that there were qualities inherent
in the medium of photography that contributed to the distance I found in figure
work and that a careful manipulation of those qualities might produce something
different.
I'm
interested in the reactions that these images elicit; the experience that these
two-dimensional objects draw from myself and any viewer. In how implied gesture,
movement and light put onto paper works on the viewer, hopefully adding up to
more than what is actually on the page. How shape and tone, without trying to
represent reality, can evoke a set of visceral feelings that seem real.
All
of this has led me to a very specific way of working. I shoot very long, hand-held
exposures on film that, when exposed in a particular way, produce wide tonal gradations
and strong color. I print digitally using a pigment process on matte paper for
a soft, tactile image. I have found a method which maximizes chance since I cannot
know what any photograph will actually look like until I'm done. It lets me separate
the process of shooting from seeing, allowing me to react to what is on the page
rather than to what I remember from when I shot. Ultimately, all of this careful
planning gives me the freedom to work with the purposeful lack of intention that
is central to my work.